Now..

I haven't written since July. So much has happened, so much has changed.

Life is complicated.

Everything is complicated.

My faith is struggling, my love is struggling, everything is killing me... bringing me down.

The only stable thing was my career.... my performing. I was at a high.. things were wonderful..

now that is struggling because of 90 seconds. The way I feel about myself is struggling because 90 seconds. Because 8 of those 90 seconds I screwed up... so 8 seconds of my life is making me question everything.



to be continued.